I want! ... and may be!! additionally, my Being is critical not just for my own egoism but in addition for the typical welfare of all humanity. My Being is certainly essential to every person; much more essential to them than their felicity and their happiness of this present day. I want nonetheless to be ... I nonetheless am! through the incomprehensible legislation of the organization of human innovations, now, ahead of commencing to write this ebook as a way to be my third-that is, my instructive—series of writings, and regularly my final ebook, by which I desire to percentage with the opposite creatures of our universal Father just like myself just about all the formerly unknown mysteries of the internal international of guy which i've got by accident realized, there has reoccurred to me the above-quoted self-reasoning which proceeded in me in the course of a nearly delirious kingdom precisely seven years in the past this day, or even, it sort of feels to me, at this very hour. This fabulous soliloquy proceeded in me the sixth of November, 1927, early within the morning in a single of the Montmartre evening cafés in Paris whilst, drained already to exhaustion from my “black” techniques, I had determined to move domestic and there once again to attempt even if i would might be achieve sound asleep at the very least a bit. even if my healthiness was once, then too, mostly bad-yet in this morning I felt really depressing. My depressing country on that morning used to be additionally extra irritated through the truth that over the last or 3 weeks I had slept no more than one or hours in twenty-four, and this final evening I had no longer been capable of sleep in any respect. the basic explanation for such sleeplessness and basic disease, in these days already over the top, of approximately all of the vital features of my organism, used to be the uninterrupted flowing in my attention of “heavy” ideas concerning the it appears insoluble scenario which had then unexpectedly arisen for me. with a purpose to manage to clarify, a minimum of nearly, what this insoluble state of affairs for me was once, i have to first say the subsequent: For greater than 3 years up until eventually then I have been writing, virtually day and evening, with consistent self-driving, the books I had resolved to put up. I say with consistent self-driving simply because, end result of the outcomes of an motor vehicle coincidence which occurred to me ahead of commencing to write those books, I have been very sick and susceptible, and for this reason, after all, had no longer had the chance for any energetic motion. but I had no longer spared myself, and had labored very demanding in one of these country, mainly because of the standards that shaped in my attention, from the very starting, the next idée fixe thought: given that I had no longer, while in complete energy and future health, succeeded in introducing in perform into the lifetime of humans the priceless truths elucidated for them via me, then i have to at the least, at any expense, achieve doing this in thought, ahead of my loss of life. whereas writing out in define through the first 12 months the several fragments meant for ebook, I had determined to jot down 3 sequence of books. I had made up our minds with the contents of the 1st sequence of books to accomplish the destruction, within the attention and emotions of individuals, of deep-rooted convictions which in my view are fake and rather contradictory to truth.